Gwen and I met for our third date. It was quite nice, at least I had the impression. At the end – after I had walked her home – she asked to kiss me, and then she did.

Six hours later, I got an email from her in which she told me that she “doesn’t see this going any further”.

Needless to say, I am devastated. I really liked this girl and I was just getting confident that this might actually work out. I am pretty sure I didn’t mess this one up, and three dates and a kiss kind of seemed to imply that she also liked me.

She didn’t even provide any reasons. No closure whatsoever.

I sat here staring at my screen for almost two hours now. I feel absolutely shitty, and I will have a lot of soul-searching to do once I can stomach it.