So. Overcome with the strong feeling that this is not going anywhere, I actually forced the issue. Jenny isn’t interested in actually going out with me. Now I am quite upset – first and foremost because I do feel like she led me on, but also because I kept deluding myself even though I clearly recognized the signs.

Well, at least now I know and I do not have to go through with an awkward meeting.

Back to square one… being a depressed geek.